The worst sem ever~

All the ups and downs. I do not seem to have any motivation to do any work at all this semester. I guess is because I had too many commitments all along. Maybe letting go some might help. But deep down inside, I just do not feel like letting go any of my CCAs or external commitments as I enjoy being in all them. I think I could use the summer time to mull over it.


Well 3 Major things to sum up this semester…


Presentations and Project work

The first time i did a presentation to four audience. I also had people strolling into class while i was presenting. Haha!

Also had some group mate issues that is almost driving me up the wall, but i shall be calm. *breathe in, breathe out*


Social gatherings

Had more fun gatherings, esp. with the Socsc clique this year ((:


SICS Family

Lastly my SICS 6th MC (not the full group) who seems to be always there when I need someone to rant to. Opps! Smile with tongue out Hehe!

Amongst all the Excos that I have been a part of, they are the BEST ((: Best working style and best mix of personalities.

Soshi Ballads

good source of soothing songs while studying ((:

SNSD Korean

I’ve been listening to a lot of SNSD songs these past few days or weeks(?), and for some reason, I started to listen more and more to the more relaxing songs, rather than the upbeat ones. I used to spam IGAB, Gee, Oh! and all the other title songs on my computer while doing assignments and projects, because it’s just keeps me awake. But when it comes to those songs that are meant to make you wind down, close your eyes, sit back and just chill, I was reminded once again how talented SNSD really are in this area. Below are some of their ballads that I really, really love listening to, because they are stress-relievers, I kid you not.

I’l start off with some of their solo works, as I feel that it would be a shame not including them here.

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Is this a breakdown?

Actually i really have no idea. i just feel like everything is so overwhelming  and i want to drop all of it. every single thing. the funny thing is that i feel bad for doing it and hence i still decide not to let go. reputation i guess.

I became so tired of all this. maintaining everyone’s relationship, putting up a nice front to the rest and joining all the social events. Am i starting to become an introvert? i really like alone time. the only way i can do that now is to go home early and sit in my room. doing nothing but watch movies and dramas.

If i don’t have this stupid consciences thingy, i think i would be able to just ignore all appointments without guilt.