The worst sem ever~

All the ups and downs. I do not seem to have any motivation to do any work at all this semester. I guess is because I had too many commitments all along. Maybe letting go some might help. But deep down inside, I just do not feel like letting go any of my CCAs or external commitments as I enjoy being in all them. I think I could use the summer time to mull over it.

 

Well 3 Major things to sum up this semesterโ€ฆ

 

Presentations and Project work

The first time i did a presentation to four audience. I also had people strolling into class while i was presenting. Haha!

Also had some group mate issues that is almost driving me up the wall, but i shall be calm. *breathe in, breathe out*

 

Social gatherings

Had more fun gatherings, esp. with the Socsc clique this year ((:

 

SICS Family

Lastly my SICS 6th MC (not the full group) who seems to be always there when I need someone to rant to. Opps! Smile with tongue out Hehe!

Amongst all the Excos that I have been a part of, they are the BEST ((: Best working style and best mix of personalities.

Soshi Ballads

good source of soothing songs while studying ((:

SNSD Korean

Iโ€™ve been listening to a lot of SNSD songs these past few days or weeks(?), and for some reason, I started to listen more and more to the more relaxing songs, rather than the upbeat ones. I used to spam IGAB, Gee, Oh! and all the other title songs on my computer while doing assignments and projects, because itโ€™s just keeps me awake. But when it comes to those songs that are meant to make you wind down, close your eyes, sit back and just chill, I was reminded once again how talented SNSD really are in this area. Below are some of their ballads that I really, really love listening to, because they are stress-relievers, I kid you not.

Iโ€™l start off with some of their solo works, as I feel that it would be a shame not including them here.

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Is this a breakdown?

Actually i really have no idea. i just feel like everything is so overwhelming  and i want to drop all of it. every single thing. the funny thing is that i feel bad for doing it and hence i still decide not to let go. reputation i guess.

I became so tired of all this. maintaining everyoneโ€™s relationship, putting up a nice front to the rest and joining all the social events. Am i starting to become an introvert? i really like alone time. the only way i can do that now is to go home early and sit in my room. doing nothing but watch movies and dramas.

If i donโ€™t have this stupid consciences thingy, i think i would be able to just ignore all appointments without guilt.